bloom

You know those moments, the ones that don't happen very often, when God literally hands you a gift. Plop.
I feel that an extraordinary something has been laid in my hands. Its like holding a child and with that all the possibilities of what it will be, could be, someday will be, someday....
Like a late birthday present or free stuff at stores, unexpected.
This is a strange feeling. Being given a chance.
Bloom.
Blooming. Seeing something you've wanted for forever and ever and it's finally, maybe, could be sliding with in reach.
I feel like crying and screaming and dying my hair white and jumping off a roof and eating a whole jar of nutella and kissing all of my friends, repeatedly. But then I over exaggerate.
And all this came of a tension day. A nerves day. Just goes to show you that God works when HE wills and what he wills.